DARK AND FORBIDDEN.
IM MY MIND I TELL MY STORY AS IT HAPPENS. EVERY CONVERSATION I HAVE EVER HAD GETS PUT INTO THAT BOOK. THE BOOK INCLUDES MY DREAMS, NIGHTMARES, PICTURES, AND SECRETS......
THOUGH I LOOK LIKE A NORMAL 15 YEAR OLD GIRL, I AM FAR FROM IT. SOME OF THE DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES I HAVE ARE THOSE THAT WOULD COME FROM A FREAK, ROTTING AWAY IN A PADDED ROOM IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL WITH NO LIGHT. IN SOME DREAMS I TAKE OVER AND RULE THINGS BECAUSE I WANT POWER WHICH MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SOME DEMENTED VILLAIN. IN MY NIGHTMARES, I WATCH PEOPLE GET KILLED WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT EVEN THOUGH I COULD HAVE. I JUST WATCH BECAUSE I ENJOY OTHERS PAIN. IN MY PICTURES, I SEE MY FAMILY TOGETHER, BUT OVER THE YOUNGER YEARS OF MY LIFE BEING RIPPED RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE. AS FAR AS MY SECRETS GO, THEY ARE FAR WORSE THAN THAT. LIKE I SAID, I LOK NORMAL. DEEP IN MY MIND THAT IS A LIE. I AM DIFFERENT. TOO DIFFERENT TO LOVE IN THIS SORLD WITHOUT LOSING MY MIND. IN MY MIND, IT FEELS AS THOUGH IT IS JUST DARKNESS. I FEEL FILLED WITH HATE AND RAGE FOR THOSE WHO GET TOO CLOSE. MY MIND IS DARK AND FORBIDDEN.
CHAPTER 1: THE NIGHTMARE
ALL OF MY PROBLEMS STARTED WITH A NIGHTMARE, THOUGH IT WASNT A NIGHTMARE BECAUSE IT WAS REAL.
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RUNNING. SCARED. THERE IS SOMETHING MOVING TOWARDS ME IN THE DARKNESS. I SEE A PAIR OF BIG, BLUE-GREEN, AND GRAY EYES THAT ARE COLD AND MISTY. IT FOLLOWS ME WHEREVER I GO. I HEAR A FAMILIAR VOICE COMING FROM THE SHADOWS WHERE THE EYES ARE, TELLING ME TO STEP INTO THE DARKNESS. FEELING AS THOUGH I SHOULDNT, I STEP INTO THE DARKNESS AS THE VOICE HAD COMMANDED. WHEN I AM IN THE DARK AND AS MY EYES ADJUST, I SEE A TALL, HOODED FIGURE. UNABLE TO SEE ITS FACE, ONLY ITS EYES. I AM STILL NOT SURE IF THE FIGURE IS HUMAN. NOW THAT I CAN SEE COMPLETELY, I SEE THAT IT IS SITING ON A PILE OF MOTIONLESS, MUTILATED, BLOOD COVERED BODIES. I START TO BACK WAY AND MY EYES DART TO THE GROUND. THE FIGURE LAUGHS AA LOW, THROATY CHUCKLE. I LOOK UP, WIDE-EYED, TO SEE AN EVIL GRIN. THE FIGURE SLOWLY PULLS ITS HOOD OFF AS IT MOVES TOWARDS ME. AS IF I WERE A STATUE MY FEET PLANT THEMSELVES IN THE COLD DIRT. THE NOW UNMASKED FIGURE........ IS ME!